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SIMON LEWIS (18)

forever young. loves the nightlife. was in a band once champagne enema turned rock solid panda. will beat you in monopoly no matter how long it takes. please bring me home before sunrise.

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he gave you a check?

[ ... play it cool simon, play it cool. ] that's great. are you guys going to go on a date or something?

if he turns out to be a grudge ghost, just text me and i'll show up with a butter knife and my gorgeous face. i'm just a phone call away, you know that right?

No I get it. I probably would have snooped if it had been you too. You're just worried. Thanks for being a good friend Simon :)

He's sweet to me. I wish I could just stop thinking about this. I haven't told him yet. I told him I'd tell him soon. But what if he goes all scary DARKSIDE Jace again??

Yeah he gave me a check. His name is Noah.

I really doubt the date thing though I got more of a friend vibe from him. So I don't think you will have to play knight in shining cutlery to save me from a bad date or any grudgey ghosting.

The same goes for you though. No matter what. I'm always here for you. 24/7.

regarding said snooping, you also said that you came here to help me? what did you mean by that, exactly? of course there's the obvious.

[ re-starting his unbeating heart, de-vamping. he does want that, he wants to be able to go out, not just pace around his apartment until dusk. to be able to be close to people without wondering what their blood would taste like, if it would be better than the synthetic stuff he's been supplied with.

but. that would also mean a one-way ticket out of clary's world.

and all he's ever wanted, since he can remember, is to be by her side.

like jace will always be, given that he's her brother. it's weird still being jealous of him, even when he knows that jace and clary can't be together together. ]

of course he's sweet to you, who could look at you and actually be mean?

i don't know clary, this time may be different. there's no portal for him to go through here, or valentine. maybe it'll get through his remarkably thick skull that he's not evil, just the product of it? that sounded bad. the point is

the point is that he has all of you guys. you know, alec and isabelle and you. he'll come around.

24/7 huh? my personal clary-i-need-you crisis hotline.

you better not regret it when i take you up on that.

Oh. Well, the city said they could do anything, so I asked them if they could get you a cure you know to vampirism???? You don't have to take it if you don't want to, but I mean why wouldn't you, right???? But they said they couldn't do anything without your consent, which is understandable :)

So I asked for a cure. No more blood or downworlder politics or danger.

I also asked for the cup. They said I could have two incentives, I just have to cuddle more :)))

[ She still feels terrible for what she did to him. It was selfish. She couldn't live without him.

It doesn't even occur to her why Simon is so keen on holding onto his vampire status. It's probably for the better, if she knew that he would choose being dead just to spend time with her because he feels she doesn't pay him attention anymore, well, she'd feel like the worst friend in the entire universe. ]

I want you to be happy.

Edited 2016-05-01 09:49 (UTC)

That was either a really sweet compliment or you're being a brat and I'm going to chase you around your apartment with your remote later!!! :P

No there aren't any portals but he could just leave and we couldn't do anything to stop him.

You know that's always been true right???

I mean I know I was busy when you needed me most last time and I won't let that happen again okay???

Don't hesitate me to take me up on the offer.

well it looks like we're on the same wavelength, at least cup wise. i asked the reps to get it back to you. maybe i should have doubled-down on incentives as well, asked for a less beat up van for the band?

[ it's easier to joke about, asking for a van instead of dealing with the fact that clary offered to come here for him in part. to find a cure for his condition that he's not sure he wants to take. doesn't know how to refuse without coming off as ungrateful. he knows she must feel guilt, for what happened to him, for not picking up the phone, for choosing the shovel instead of the stake— and he wants to take that guilt away.

wants to be the best friend she thinks he is, but he's selfish too. they're similar in that, when it comes to each other.

maybe he'll just keep his misgivings to himself, for now. ]

yeah, why wouldn't i? thanks, clary. you're the best.

when you're not threatening to bludgeon me with a remote.

To me? :) thank you Simon.

A van?? You could have anything and you'd ask for a van?? :P

I'm the best because you're the best!!!

Only if you were being a brat!!!

[ if she picks up on any of his foot dragging with regards to the cure, she doesn't say anything.

Even if he doesn't want to take it now, she wants him to have it, so it's an option when he does want to take it. ]

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