regarding said snooping, you also said that you came here to help me? what did you mean by that, exactly? of course there's the obvious.
[ re-starting his unbeating heart, de-vamping. he does want that, he wants to be able to go out, not just pace around his apartment until dusk. to be able to be close to people without wondering what their blood would taste like, if it would be better than the synthetic stuff he's been supplied with.
but. that would also mean a one-way ticket out of clary's world.
and all he's ever wanted, since he can remember, is to be by her side.
like jace will always be, given that he's her brother. it's weird still being jealous of him, even when he knows that jace and clary can't be together together. ]
of course he's sweet to you, who could look at you and actually be mean?
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[ re-starting his unbeating heart, de-vamping. he does want that, he wants to be able to go out, not just pace around his apartment until dusk. to be able to be close to people without wondering what their blood would taste like, if it would be better than the synthetic stuff he's been supplied with.
but. that would also mean a one-way ticket out of clary's world.
and all he's ever wanted, since he can remember, is to be by her side.
like jace will always be, given that he's her brother. it's weird still being jealous of him, even when he knows that jace and clary can't be together together. ]
of course he's sweet to you, who could look at you and actually be mean?